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Tangxin, Sash



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Wednesday, April 27, 2005

HoPe Torture
well... i get to know "Hope Torture" from a korea drama... hmmm...

As HOPE is a meaning of something u realli wan it to happen and thinking it will... if u haf a HOPE, mostly is a beautiful one n will benefit u... rite pals... As TORTURE is the meaning of an act of causing v great pain to a person... soo hurtful...

So y beside the "hope" there is a "torture"... confusing rite... heehee

First of all... it is alrite to wait for ur hope to come true... However, when u wait for ur hope for too long or you noe it is impossible but u still waiting for it... ( mad 4 it, thirst 4 it.. etc) Slowly, it becomes a torture to u, cos when u thinking of ur impossible hope u will feel sad... maybe u will cry for it... Moreover, no medicine can cure it onli TIME... cos it is an invisible wound store in ur heart... realli tried ur best to get over it but....

.:. having a HOPE is actualli so wonderful... but now it becomes a torture to ppl... sob sob... slowli... an HOPE TORTURE occurs!!! haha..

hmmm.. BUT, i don meant to discourage ppl to haf hope o... jus share wif others abt HOPE TORTURE... hope u all may understand wat i meant... cos mi explaination seems.... haha.. in additional o.. MY ENG SUCKS... so pls be more understanding.. okie pokie!!!!

BUT... i still haf hope.. thats is.. Shhhhh.... still earli to come true... o.. keep in my heart nie...

k.. gtg.. tata.. may u ppl njoy reading my blog o.. if too boring.. tell mi so.. k.. tanks...

WAIT .... i wanna intro a song!!

Avril lavigne - nobody's Home

I couldn't tell you why she felt that way,
She felt it everyday.
And I couldn't help her,
I just watched her make the same mistakes again.

What's wrong, what's wrong now?
Too many, too many problems.
Don't know where she belongs, where she belongs.
She wants to go home, but nobody's home.
It's where she lies, broken inside.
With no place to go, no place to go to dry her eyes.
Broken inside.

Open your eyes and look outside, find a reasons why.
You've been rejected, and now you can't find what you left behind.
Be strong, be strong now.
Too many, too many problems.
Don't know where she belongs, where she belongs.
She wants to go home, but nobody's home.
It's where she lies, broken inside.
With no place to go, no place to go to dry her eyes.
Broken inside.

 Her feelings she hides.
Her dreams she can't find.
She's losing her mind.
She's fallen behind.
She can't find her place.
She's losing her faith.
She's fallen from grace.
She's all over the place.
Yeah,oh

She wants to go home, but nobody's home.
It's where she lies, broken inside.
With no place to go, no place to go to dry her eyes.
Broken inside.

She's lost inside, lost inside...oh oh yeah
She's lost inside, lost inside...oh oh yeah



the story does not end here
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